Right now my family life is absolutely horrible...

My father is happy a few hours a week, the rest of the time it's better not to talk to or look at him... The stupid thing is, you don't know, when his good mood will turn into a bad one.

Today he and my brother went to Vienna to get his motorcycle (it was in repair). He was happy on the way in and not on the way out... He was pushing to end the deal and left without letting my brother look at what was done and didn't take the bill with him. At home we discovered that almost nothing was repaired (after 3 and a half months, mind you).
Of course my brother was upset, he got this motorcycle about 2 years ago and couldn't ride it most of the time. My father was flipping after this and shouted about it was my brothers own fault. Then he left.

David, my brother also started shouting and throwing things, my mother tried to calm him and me? I started crying (there is a fight almost twice a week in my family)... When my brother noticed he thought it was because of him and was angry again... In the end we all were crying and my mother told us that she might divorce my father if nothing changes (my father was in therapy and it was getting better for a little while). I don't think David took it so well, but he was upset, maybe we can talk about it some other time. I knew already because my mother told me some months ago... I was thinking that a divorce might be better than this life for a really long time, but I didn't tell her before...

If it really comes to this, I have to think about moving in with my mother and brother or living on my own or with my boyfriend... I really don't wan't to leave our house, but you know...

I hope my brother is more happy tomorrow, it's his 17th birthday after all. He said, that he didn't want to celebrate...